Nerves of steel??

Well, I finally got some good news about my psych eval on Friday.  Insurance is going to cover it at 100% after my $40 deductible!!   I thought I was going to end up paying $850, which is lot of money to pay to have someone tell you that you are crazy, I mean I get that diagnosis from my friends on a daily basis!!!  This was very exciting, so exciting in fact that I jumped up and down and gave myself shin splints!!

All joking aside, I am really nervous about this evaluation!  (and no, not because I think I am crazy!)  This is the last big hurdle before surgery.  I can't even set a follow up appointment until this evaluation is complete!  I don't think that I have anything to worry about.  I am making major changes and I have come a long way in the past two months, but I think it is more the fear of the unknown!  That and pouring out my heart to someone I don't really know.  I hate feeling like I am being judged!

Once this is done and I have passed for sane, I can schedule my follow up with the surgeon and potentially get a tentative surgery date!!  There is a lot of things riding on Friday's appointment.  No pressure right?!?

In other news, I have been following Flylady.com's website about how to avoid CHAOS (go to the website to learn about this)  in my home, but I am amazed with how much changing my cleaning and organizational habits have spilled into other aspects of my life.  I mean the Flylady tells me that I can do anything for 15 minutes and as simple as it sounds, she is right!!  Yesterday I spent 15 minutes (actually more because we were having fun) going through Lilly's toys and getting them into her new toy chest.  I finished with a large black trash bag full of donations and two empty bookcases in my living room, Lilly's room was clean, and I know that what little is left in the front room will be very easy to clean up at the end of the day!  But what is even better about all of this was I felt an amazing sense of accomplishment!  I was amazed at myself for the fact that I stopped procrastinating and just did it.  We actually had fun doing it too!